It was a painful moment for the families and survivors of the Christchurch mass shootings in New Zealand as they confronted the gunman for the first time at the four-day sentencing hearing, which began on Monday. The white supremacist, Brenton Harrison Tarrant, had shot dead 51 worshippers at two mosques on March 15, 2019. 

“You killed your own humanity, and I don't think the world will forgive you for your horrible crime,” said a tearful Maysoon Salama, the mother of 33-year-old Atta Elayyan, who was killed in March 2019 attacks. “You thought you can break us. You failed miserably.”

The gunman, 29-year-old Australian Brenton Harrison Tarrant, pleaded guilty in March to 51 counts of murder, 40 counts of attempted murder and one count of terrorism the first terrorism conviction in New Zealand's history. In the attack at least four persons of Indian origin-- Ansi Karippakulam Alibava, Farhaj Ashan, Ahmed Iqbal Jahangir and Ozair Khadir were killed. While Ansi was a native of Kerala, the other victims belonged to Hyderabad.

Tarrant could become the first person in New Zealand to be sentenced to life imprisonment without the possibility of parole, the toughest sentence available.

Tarrant was brought into the Christchurch High Court shackled and wearing a gray prison outfit. In the dock, unshackled and surrounded by five officers, he showed little emotion throughout the hearing.

He occasionally looked around the room, tapped his fingers, and watched the survivors as they spoke.

The courtroom was only half full due to coronavirus distancing requirements, while many others watched from adjacent courtrooms where the hearing was streamed. Survivors and family members occasionally wept and comforted each other.

Two dozen victims and family members told the court about the pain of losing husbands, wives, sons and brothers. Some had family members around them for support, others spoke through translators or on pre-recorded videos from abroad.

One of those was grandmother Saira Patel, who spoke from Melbourne in Australia and described the moment she thought she would die in the Linwood mosque.

I stretched both my arms toward my husband so we would die together, she said.

But it was her husband of 36 years, Musa, who was shot in the back. When paramedics arrived, she said, they told her to push on the bullet hole to lessen the bleeding, but her hands kept slipping with all the blood. When they took over, she said, she held her husband's warm hands until they dropped. He had died.

I'm still searching for my husband's beautiful face in the crowds, but he's nowhere to be seen, she said.

Some speakers raised their voices in anger when they addressed the gunman. One said nothing less than the death penalty would be fair. Janna Ezat, whose son Hussein Al-Umari was killed, looked at Tarrant and spoke softly.

"I forgive you, she said. The damage is done, Hussein will never be here. I only have one choice and that is to forgive," said Janna.

Mosque attack in New Zealand, witnesses of the massacre confronted with the terrorist Brenton Tarrant.

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Monday's hearing began with prosecutors outlining the attacks in a 26-page summary of facts, the first detailed account by authorities about what happened that day, including the revelation that Tarrant had intended to burn down the mosques.

Crown prosecutor Barnaby Hawes said Tarrant moved to New Zealand in 2017 and began buying an arsenal of high-powered weapons, as well as 7,000 rounds of ammunition.

Two months before the attacks, Tarrant flew a drone directly over the Al Noor mosque, recording an aerial view of the grounds and buildings and taking note of the entry and exit doors, Hawes said.

Hawes said the gunman planned his attacks for when the maximum number of worshippers were present, and that 190 people were in the Al Noor mosque for Friday prayers on the day of the attacks.

In his car, the gunman had six guns two AR-15 rifles, two other rifles, and two shotguns, the court heard. He also brought with him four modified gas containers that he planned to use to burn down the mosques after he finished shooting, Hawes said. The gunman later told police he wished he had used them and that he wished he'd shot more people.

Hawes also detailed the bravery of Naeem Rashid, who was killed at the Al Noor mosque.

He ran at the defendant from the southeastern corner of the room. When Mr. Rashid was approximately 1 meter from the defendant, the defendant swung the AR-15 around and fired four shots at point-blank range, Hawes said.

Rashid crashed into the defendant and the defendant went down on one knee, Hawes said, adding that Tarrant was able to get back up and shoot Rashid again.

At the second mosque, Abdul Aziz chased Tarrant down the driveway screaming at him, prosecutors said, and threw a discarded rifle at his car, shattering a window. Aziz was not injured.

Tarrant has dismissed his lawyers and is representing himself during the sentencing, raising fears he could try to use the occasion as a platform to promote his racist views. He can choose to speak once the survivors have spoken, although the judge will likely shut down any attempts he makes to grandstand. 

“You failed miserably.”

This is what survivors and family members of the victims of the Christchurch terror attacks had to say during the white supremacist’s sentencing hearing pic.twitter.com/yBzURNYf2y

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